Over

It's over. The "32-yr-old who acts like a 14-yr-old" boy I was seeing for the last 3.5 months is no longer in my life. We ended it or rather, he wanted to be friends and I said no. He's a nice guy but I didn't want to be included in his posse of ex-gfs. I would be #4 in that drunken, shallow, self-centered, we all slept with... group.

I'm a little saddened but more upset than anything else. I saw it coming. I knew there was no LT potential. The lack of commitment on his part and the subtle changes I saw in his behavior towards me after he passed and acquired his CFI license. He just pulled away. Couldn't budget his time and didn't want to give up certain activities in his life. Me, being the wild card and the easiest to cut out, I just didn't fit in his schedule. Easy come, easy go.

Good news is that I've got a date with someone else I recently met during a speed dating event last Friday. This guy HAS a stable job, and seems more responsible than the last two. We'll see though. First date a week from today. I'm excited!