Get over it and move on

Why can't I get over it and move on? I need prozac or rimadyl or some 420. Something!

Shit...A couple of my guy friends summed up why I'm so confused about Chris: if the reason doesn't make sense and he wants a break from the relationship with the option to re-visit, this means that the guy is dating someone else and wants to spend more time with that other person yet keep the door open with me as a "backup". The more I think about it, the more logical it sounds. Deceiving, isn't it? He wants his cake and eat it, too. I can't believe I date losers. I must be one, too. Fuck.