May 14, 2007

going cold turkey

After several hours of pseudo-therapy with my friend last friday, I've decided it would be in my best mental and emotional interest to go "cold turkey" w/ my special friend. I had more than my fair share of relationship letdowns and I think it's high time I just bail on this one. All my friends have been incredibly supportive of my decision and I'm sure they are relieved now that I will have less drama to complain about.

Even today, I feel as though a weight has been lifted from my shoulders and I can breath a sigh of relief. It is as though I managed to wash off the remainder of the stubborn ink stains from my fingers. But the real test is to not answer my cell when he calls and not respond to the emails he sends me. I'm sure he will get the hint as quickly as I have gotten his hints. Time will tell.

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